bpdamn:

It’s one of these days again. The kind of day where all you can do is lay down and let your thoughts take over. The kind where you can feel this unbearable sadness crushing your lungs. The kind where you want to scream and burst into tears but you just can’t bring up the energy to. The kind that makes you realize that nothing is okay and you don’t know if it will ever be. The kind of day that makes me terrified to keep living.

looking for a reason to live

apikaliaa:

Never forget you are worth the love they are not giving.

Atticus

writingplayingliving:

“And maybe

in another life,

we are standing

Side by Side.”

23.10.19

everythings-reminding-me-of-you:

14 months since you left and I was in bed with a guy who isn’t you for the first time. I let him hug me but I couldn’t bare to do anything else with him. When he left I sobbed because whilst his arms were around me all I could think about was you and I’m scared I’ll never stop comparing everyone to you.

-28/04/19

whenthenightfallslonelinesscall:

💔

i wish i could stop loving you

lyjerria:

I hate feeling like I’m not living enough. like I’m not experiencing enough

(via aesthetic-depression0)

depression-healthy-carrier:

I’m so lonely but I no longer have any energy to maintain relationships

(via aesthetic-depression0)